what a feeling

I miss that feeling. Sigh. What more can I say? I want to have that feeling again.

The feeling of my heart beating faster every time I see you approaching from the corner of my eye. My palms getting sweaty and my face getting hot.When you smile at me and say “hi” and I’m swooning in my mind and all I can manage to get out is “hi” in return.

How my mind constantly wanders to thoughts about you and every thing I’m doing, saying or working on some how manages to have you in the picture.

When every single love song suddenly makes sense and I imagine us listening to them and playing them for each other.

The smell of your cologne fills my lungs when we’re in the elevator together or we stop to chat. That smell keeps me giddy for the rest of the day.

The feeling of us getting closer. When we have private conversations that seem to last for ever.

When we walk and our hands brush against each other and you slowly maneuver yours so that we link fingers. And when you do that, my mind goes crazy – just absolutely crazy for you.

When we dance together – any kind of dance. You are the perfect gentleman and I try to be the perfect lady. How we end up doing the simplest step that both of us know and eventually just sway from side to side, my head on your shoulder.

You hug me warmly and I press my head into your chest so I can not only hear your heart beat, but also feel it. It’s like I can’t get close enough.

I wish you were real.

I wish you were real.

I wish…

I need you now.

You are the excitement of my life. And I need you now.

I need you…

- sourspicy